Monday, July 2, 2012

Dear Readers,

I am so very sorry I need to update and I will back date the entries so everyone can catch up very soon. The first 14 weeks of our pregnancy were fantastic and normal. I had morning sickness and fatigue that kept me away from you, my blog friends. I was working full time and caring for Love at home when I got off, we were in BLISS. Happy and unaware of the call I would get at work on my 14th week of pregnancy. These past 2 weeks have been hell going back and forth with Dr offices and the cryobank, and never hearing from our RE office about the issue at hand. This past Friday we received answers to a very big question and Saturday we went in for a "fun gender scan" that turned horribly wrong. Our baby had passed away between my doctor appointment Thursday and our early morning appointment on Saturday for our "fun" ultrasound. We found no heart beat Saturday morning and I began the drive 1 hour and 15 minutes to our town with my dear hubby, Love since he can not drive post stroke. I delivered our sweet little boy, Turtle at 3:16am Sunday morning, silently and at peace. We will share his name openly once all is finished. I promise full disclosure to you when I am told it is okay to blog openly about this situation. To say we have broken hearts would be an understatement. However I just can't tell this amazing little baby's story yet, we have to make sure some wrongs are righted and I do not want to jeopardize that. Love, Birdie PS I will resume blogging after his funeral arrangements are made and We have had some time to process this loss.

13 sweet comments:

Kimberly Reeder said...

OH sweety....I am so sorry for your loss. I know how happy you were about this pregnancy.

Megan said...

I am so very sorry but I feel that isn't enough, hugs to you from afar and know that you guys are in my prayers.

astral said...

I am so sorry for the loss of Turtle. I wish you peace. {{hugs}} (I'm here from LFCA)

Melis.sa said...

I am so, so sorry.

I Believe in Miracles said...

Here from LFCA. I am so sorry for your loss.

K said...

I am sorry for your loss, I have been there and will be thinking of you.

Heather @ A Little Hope in My Pocket said...

Here from LFCA. I am so, so sorry for your loss.

DandelionBreeze said...

I am so so sorry... my heart goes out to you and thinking of you during this heartbreaking time. Love and thoughts xoxo

mommyodyssey.com said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Here if you need someone to talk to. Please make sure to take care of yourself during this difficult time.

Panamahat said...

Coming over from LFCA to give my condolences. I am so very sorry to hear of your loss.

Pussy Parent said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Amanda said...

You and your family will be held in my prayers. I am so sorry for all of your pain and sadness.

Modestly Me said...

Oh dear. I am very sorry I just commented on your previous post congratulating you. My deepest sympathies and condolences to you and your family.

 

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